Wednesday, 26 October 2016

“Starry Night”



Every night I wake up to see,
A whole universe gazing upon me

The little lights, those shiny eyes
prying on me, that starry night

Looking at them picturing me
I feel so special in my own me

Fabric of night upon which thee
Pierced are the diamonds, I desire to be

Times in which dark is the night
I stare into abyss, A dreadful sight

Dark reminds me of sins I sinned
Dark brings out the darkest in me

World is slept unknowing agony
The pain, the wander, the sleepless in me

Awaiting the horizon, that beaming night
Reminds me of good, rising inside me

Holy is the Almighty
Created the light, in darkest of me

Tuesday, 11 October 2016

Being the Struggle

I'm staring blankly at the sky I'm looking up and wondering why Why do I have to be here Alone and full of fear The cold wind chills me As i think of who i want to be The impossible dreams And the unthinkable things No matter how hard they are i try But in the end i always cry I cant be who i want to I cant always see things through I'm always alone in everything I'm attached to this life with a thin string When ever i fail Inside i feel like a storm of hail My dreams are to hard Every time i try i end up scared I always end up back where i had to start Everyone knows I'm not the one who is smart No matter how big my dreams I never let anyone hear my screams I want to be someone who is there for any and all And who cant ever fall But i cant be who i want to be I'm not someone people want to see Up to now i always believed That i would never be deceived But now i know That it was all just a show My hopes are crushed My dreams got mushed I can no longer think to what might happen All i believe in people will dampen I have nothing to look forward to I'm left here to think all of this through All i know now Is that no way no how Will i ever be someone

"Being the Struggle"

I'm staring blankly at the sky
I'm looking up and wondering why
Why do I have to be here
Alone and full of fear
The cold wind chills me
As i think of who i want to be
The impossible dreams
And the unthinkable things
No matter how hard they are i try
But in the end i always cry
I cant be who i want to
I cant always see things through
I'm always alone in everything
I'm attached to this life with a thin string
When ever i fail
Inside i feel like a storm of hail
My dreams are to hard
Every time i try i end up scared
I always end up back where i had to start
Everyone knows I'm not the one who is smart
No matter how big my dreams
I never let anyone hear my screams
I want to be someone who is there for any and all
And who cant ever fall
But i cant be who i want to be
I'm not someone people want to see
Up to now i always believed
That i would never be deceived
But now i know
That it was all just a show
My hopes are crushed
My dreams got mushed
I can no longer think to what might happen
All i believe in people will dampen
I have nothing to look forward to
I'm left here to think all of this through
All i know now
Is that no way no how
Will i ever be someone

Friday, 13 May 2016

Help Me O Might

Strolls in quite,
aesthetics of the night
Walked with me,
through drenches of the life

Better find the needle
than my purpose,
in the hay stack
Show me the dawn,
O Deity,
O help me through this fight

An oaf in love,
a success in life
Living this enigma,
in all Heavens’ might

Far Away


Far, far, far away
lies my heart hid away
so close, I could hear you breathe
yet so far, cant see you smile
searching my heart, eyes closed
memories of you, locked away
I be a bird, o heavens let it be
I could fly far, far away
world be just a meeting place
love is eternal, far, far away

Monday, 19 October 2015

Zulf

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میری حالت خراب رہنے دو

Wednesday, 8 October 2014

So Close, No Matter How Far

So Close, No Matter How Far


Angela sitting alone in her room starring outside her window. Listening to Justin Bieber she misses her boyfriend, who had gone to see his grandparents in Atlanta. As she thinks she goes deeper in her memory, digging the past, where she spent beautiful moments with him, there was one time when she was waiting for him at the park. He couldn’t make it because he got stuck at work, apparently his colleague called in sick so he had to fill in for him. Angela was so mad she decided not to see him ever again but his love changed her mind very quickly. That night Arthur stood outside her house until she changed her mind about him. This incident made their love even deeper.
Suddenly her attention is diverted by a speeding car, tires screeching and then with a BAM! It hits another car parked in front of a house. People hearing this noise came out of their houses, Angela’s brother, Jack, also got out to inquire, Angela was curious to see who was in the car but also she didn’t want to go outside. She asked Jack about the driver, he replied “Probably some drunk guy”. After some time police arrived there, the driver was carried into the ambulance and rushed to the nearest hospital as the driver’s condition was critical. After sometime everyone went back to their homes. Angela also decided to go to bed.
The next morning was pretty exciting for Angela because Arthur was returning home and she could see him after a whole week. She wore her best outfit and when she was satisfied that she was looking beautiful enough to see him, she left the house. They had planned to meet after the school, she tried his number but got no answer. In the hallway she met her best friend Linda, who was looking very sad. Angela asked her what was the matter, she looked at her surprisingly and asked “Don’t you know anything about what happened last night?” She replied “No”. Linda said we should go somewhere quiet, they sat on a bench outside the school. Linda took her hand and started slowly as her voice stammered, she told her last night Arthur came back from his grandparents one day earlier to surprise you. When he reached your neighborhood, he was so excited to see you, he drove madly and lost control over the car and crashed into another car. He is now in ICU.
Angela couldn’t understand what she should do. She rushed to the hospital, the whole incident was repeating in her mind. She couldn’t believe that she saw the accident herself but couldn’t know it was her beloved. When she reached hospital she asked the nurse about Arthur, nurse pointed at a man sitting on the bench in the hall saying he is the relative. She knew him, he was Arthur’s father Mr. Chow, she met him many times with Arthur, then she walked to her, he looked up and quickly recognized her. He started crying on her shoulder, he said “my son left me alone, I can’t believe my son left me alone”. Angela couldn’t think anything except she wept quietly. Tears roll down her beautiful cheek, all the world whirled around her eye as she walked towards the room where Arthur’s body was lying, cold. She looked through the window, he was looking so peaceful.
It’s been two weeks after the funeral and Angela hasn’t left her room since then. Her parents started to worry about her. They talked her in going back to school, but she said, “I see Arthur in everything, the hallways seemed to haunt me”. But her parents forced her to go to the school. Next day she got ready for school, she didn’t dress up much. She thought to herself, for whom should I look pretty now. I’m better the way I am. When she got to the bus stop she saw the bus stop sign and remembered that Arthur always said something funny about this sign. Mostly he would made a joke that this sign should be like “Hey bus, stop here” or something like that every day. Bus arrived and she left her thoughts there and got into the bus.
On reaching school, she walked down the hallway where she first saw him starring at her. At first she thought of him as some random guy goofing around. Eventually he started to get interesting. She couldn’t seem to pass a day without seeing him joking around with his friends. It was 5th of May when she finally decided to talk to him. She was very nervous. She walked to him, he was alone getting stuff from his locker, and He turned around and saw Angela.
His voice stammered “Hey Angela, how are you?”
Angela answered in a stammering voice “good, how are you?”
Arthur “so, what are you doing these days.”
Angela “Actually I was wondering if we could go out sometime.”
Arthur “yeah, I was thinking that too.”
Angela “Are you free on Friday?”
Arthur “yeah, Friday sounds nice. I’ll pick u up at 8:00pm, if it’s ok?”
Angela “ok. No problem, See you then.”
Arthur “ok. I guess I’ll see you on Friday then.”
Angela “bye”
Arthur exclaimed with joy when she left. He couldn’t believe that his crush asked him out herself. That was the best day for both of them. That was how they first talked. After that they started going out and fell in love. They often gift each other presents as a gesture of their true love.
One day, Mr. Chow called Angela and asked that if she could come to his house. She went to his home that afternoon. He was very happy to see her. He invited her in, he offered her tea and they sat down and started talking about Arthur, Mr. Chow said that the last words he heard from Arthur were “Angela I am back.” Angela went to his room, she saw all her gifts placed very carefully on his shelf. He remembered all those things. Mr. Chow showed her a shirt, which she quickly remembered it was the same shirt she gave him for their first valentine, and said he was wearing this shirt when got in the accident. She took that shirt in her hands and she burst into tears. It was the only valentine they could spent together. Mr. Chow said that she can take all the gifts with her. She was happy that all the memories of her beloved could be with her for the rest of her life, she thanked Mr. Chow and said that she would treasure them.
She came home and she displayed all the gifts on her shelf so they could be in front of her eyes and she could remember Arthur. It got late while she finished her homework. She peered out of the window and she remembered the accident. She also remembered how he stood in front of her window when she was mad at him.

While she was lost in her thoughts she saw a shadow walking towards her house and stopped right where Arthur stood. The man starred at the ground for a minute and then slowly lift his head up towards her window. She got scared because it was Arthur, whom she moaned for about 2 weeks. She thought I’m in a dream. But soon she realized it was not a dream, when she heard her mother calling her downstairs. She turned her head around and answered “be right there”. When she looked down the window, no one was there…

Wednesday, 17 September 2014

Advancement in Physics, Advancement in Life

From the beginning, human is eager to learn about everything around; the nature. It is this urge of human intellect that led the human society to know about, and control the things around. For example, human has been able to control the wild animals, and put them to use.
Curiosity of human doesn’t rest to the bounds of this planet alone. In the 20th century, this curiosity lead mankind to tear the face of sky and look into the vast space. Mankind has come a long way since the first manned flight into the space, human has marked its feet on the moon, which was thought to be impossible for any being. The thoughts of many renowned physicists, were put to practice and were proved, disproved and modified.
Now human is searching for its neighbors, another intelligent life form in the universe. For which huge amounts of resources are being utilized. An expedition called Mission Mars, has sent a robot called the Mars Rover to the neighboring planet, Mars, in search of life. It is interesting to know that the planet claims to be an excellent contender to support life is at a distance of millions of kilometers from earth.

Physics is the science of everything, from microscopic world to giants of the cosmos, everything just fits in. That’s the beauty of physics. From the earlier times, the scientists are mesmerized by this subject. Aristotle, Galileo Galilei, Isaac Newton, Maxwell, Madame Curie and Einstein are the well-known scientists of physics, who have made huge contribution towards the advancement of physics.
Aristotle (384-322 BC) was a Greek scientist, a theoretical scientist who gave many theories in science, with the passage of time, some of his theories were proved wrong, and some made through and today hold the bases of study of physics.
Galileo Galilei (1564-1642) an Italian man with the love of physics, played an important role towards the advancement of physics. He worked in the fields of Astronomy, Mathematics and Philosophy. His work in astronomy has led towards many discoveries.
Isaac Newton (1643-1727) is well pictured as a magician of physics. His ground breaking researches, are leading the scientists even today.
He was fascinated by the laws of the universe. He devised many methods to explain those laws, and one of the most famous amongst them is “The Calculus”. Today calculus is employed to solve many of the problems encountered in physics and mathematics.
Newton worked in the fields of Mathematics, Optics, Mechanics and Gravitation. His work enlightens the minds of many students and leads them to discover more.
Another hero in physics, named Maxwell (1831-1879), combined a set of equations which explained the phenomena of electricity, magnetism and optics. Previously those equations were used to describe electricity and magnetism separately.
His efforts in physics led to the discovery of electromagnetic waves, traveling at the speed of light. Electromagnetic waves are used in communication and gathering information from farthest of the cosmos.
 Madame Curie (1867-1934) worked in the field of radioactivity, isolating radioactive Isotopes[i], which are used to treat tumors. She also discovered two new elements.
Einstein (1879-1955), a genius, developed the law theory of relativity, which explains the short comings in the laws presented previously. He is famous for his Mass-Energy equation”. In the light of this equation human has devised methods to extract huge amount of energy from the smallest particles. He presented the law of photoelectric effect, for which he was awarded noble prize, playing an important role in development of a new branch of modern physics The Quantum Mechanics.

The discoveries by these scientists have led others to extract and invent new methods and gadgets for the betterment of human life.
The greatest tool ever invented is the “Wheel”, a simple result of mechanical physics, if you look around you will see that every gadget has a wheel in it, from the watch in your hand to the washing machine, and from trains to the planes. The idea behind the wheel was given by the earliest humans lived on earth, yet it is used till today.
Human, a social animal, needs to interact with other humans, not only with the humans around, but also with the humans around the world. By using laws of mechanics, human invented the “Ship”. The ships today transport millions of tons of cargo around the world, which include machinery, food, fuel and human themselves. Transportation makes businesses expand beyond boundaries and boosting economies.
Of course, there are many other notable inventions for transportation, trains, airplanes and road trucks, doing the same job as ships. They also employ the principles of mechanics.
For the social human, there was another invention, “The Radio”. Which is the major breakthrough in communication, today we have mobile phones, television, internet and GPS, working on the principle of radio, making our lives easier and bringing the companies around the world closer and help expand their businesses. Apart from boosting the economy, these inventions play a noteworthy role in bringing lives together.
These inventions are the results of hard work of numerous scientists around the world.


The story of physics is the story of life itself, we cannot separate physics from the human life. In the light of above mentioned points, it is concluded that physics plays vital role in our lives, and advancement in physics is the advancement in human life, both socially and economically. In short, advancement in science over the years has made the earth a better place for human beings to live and enjoy life.



[i] Isotopes are atoms of elements with different numbers of neutrons.